Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Climate Revelations

An atheist concludes that he can't talk about climate without talking about God
by Auden Schendler
Published in the January/February 2009 issue of Orion magazine

We can intellectualize the need for action all we want, but in my experience, in the end our motivation usually comes down to a cliché: our kids and, for want of a better word, our dignity. The journalist Bill Moyers has said, “What we need to match the science of human health is what the ancient Israelites called ‘hocma’—the science of the heart. . . the capacity to see. . . to feel. . . and then to act. . . as if the future depended on you. Believe me, it does.”

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This piece echoes some of our earlier discussions here; thank you to my friend Todd, who brought it to my attention.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

What we mean, so far, by "sacred"

Sometimes we mean ideas or items defined by culture as "sacred" but without significance beyond that.

Sometimes we mean that the sacred is revealed to us by personal, subjective experience.

Sometimes we wonder if there isn't some essential universal quality of sacredness which exists without reference to what we do —or don't— posit or believe.

What causes us to believe something is sacred?

On what basis do we deny that the sacred is anything more than human credulity?

Is there any single idea or object or phenomenon which we might all agree is sacred?

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

What do we mean by "sacred"?

As far as I know, I have no particular answer in mind. What do you think?

Friday, July 25, 2008

A garden update

Once the sun comes out, all hell breaks loose in the Oregon garden. The winter squash has sprawled everywhere and is beginning to flower; the beans are in full flower and bearing the tiniest of wee protopods. The sunflowers and corn are shooting upward at an astonishing rate and provide a perfect privacy hedge for the back end of the yard. No tassels on the corn yet, but the sunflowers are beginning to pop.

"Show, don't tell," (you are always directed in writing workshops) and so, taken less than a week apart:




Saturday, May 31, 2008

Corn, beans and squash, mostly

Two weeks ago, we installed our first Three Sisters planting, inspired by the traditional agricultural practices of many Native Americans. We "sacrificed" the sunniest swathe of lawn to accommodate ten mounds:






























This is Oregon, of course, where everything grows with astonishing rapidity. Here is the same planting only two weeks later:






























We seeded an heirloom open-pollinated corn called Country Gentleman; there wasn't room for enough corn mounds to guarantee wind pollination, so we will have to fertilize by hand, "tickling the tassels." I certainly hope that process is self-evident.

In the far corner is a cantaloupe hill, and there is a sunflower mix interspersed on either end.

We've also just cleared a lot of construction debris out from behind the garage; there we hope to attempt quinoa, and a beautiful dried bean called Yin Yang:

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

For music lovers everywhere



The Leningrad Cowboys (Finnish) and the Red Army Choir (Russian) together again for the first time.

Do a search on YouTube. Yikes! These guys will take on anything: 'Delilah,' 'Gimme All Your Lovin,' 'My Way,' 'Stairway to Heaven.' Dylan. The Beatles. Eric Idle. The Turtles, fergawdsakes.

The problem with American music is that it just never got weird enough.

I felt, therefore I… was?

Lest you, dear reader, form the impression that I spend my time entirely engaged in abstraction contemplation, I submit the following:


If you have ever mistakenly thrown a favorite wool sweater into the washing machine, you know that wool fibers under stress, heat, and agitation will shrink and mat inextricably together. Sometimes this is done deliberately in order to produce wool felt, a dense and durable fabric.

A conscientious recycler, I try to use up the (inevitable) remnants of knitting efforts in some way —in what knitters call "stash projects." As part of the ongoing campaign to spruce up my dad's house, I've been working on bright new accent pillowcovers made from Marimekko fabric scraps, in keeping with the Danish modern decorating style my parents always preferred. There was also a large ball of handspun wool yarn in the stash bin, variegated greens which would coordinate with the fabric.

Of course I'd need some additional wools to match. That's the thing about stash projects, you often have to buy something new to use up the something old.

So I knitted up some little sample squares and felted them in the sink by hand, in order to estimate how much bigger than final size the proposed pillow cover would need to be knit. For a 16 x 16 pillow: 18 x 38. This actually came out fairly accurately. Then I tried a very simple knitting method suggested by my friend Trilby which uses three different yarns in sequence. Lovely subtle stripes.

The easiest way to felt is using a top-loading washing machine, which you can stop and start as you check on the progress of felting. Our machine is an efficient front-loader, so I must either borrow a washer or felt by hand— in this case, by feet, in the shower, with hot water and dish soap and dancing around on the piece to provide agitation.

(In the absence of a yardstick, a mini poodle was used for scale.) Before and after felting:

Monday, March 17, 2008

The container, or the thing contained?

In February, Matt Coolidge, of the Center for Land Use Interpretation, spoke before a reasonably packed house as part of PICA’s free Monday night arts lecture series. Coolidge’s organization, known as CLUI, is “dedicated to the increase and diffusion of information about how the nation’s lands are apportioned, utilized and perceived.”

Don’t be misled, however: CLUI is not a policy wonkery; it’s a loose collection of post-modernists inhabiting that peculiar DMZ between art making and curating. They maintain a searchable database of unique American places; design and install interpretive exhibits across the country —including the recent “Pavement Paradise: American Parking Spaces”; conduct bus tours of unlikely locations (such as the assortment of gravel pits which created Irwindale, CA); offer art residencies in such facilities as the (alleged) Enola Gay hangar; and carefully monitor water levels at Robert Smithson’s Spiral Jetty in the Great Salt Lake.

CLUI’s stance toward its subject matter is consistently wry, clever, and non-prescriptive, asking the viewer to experiment with unfamiliar viewpoints. Coolidge opens his talk with a still shot of two men in an unrecognizable terrain, standing before an interpretive display whose message is invisible to the audience. One man gestures toward the display, as if to interpret its interpretation, and the other films him, adding yet another layer of interpretation —which is then re-interpreted by Coolidge for his audience, each member of which harbors his or her own interpretation.

As Coolidge explains, the landscape has no meaning except whatever meaning is perceived or assigned by the observer. And each individual’s experience of a given landscape is mediated by unique expectations, experiences, cultural precepts and personal beliefs.

CLUI encourages thought-provoking exercises, and yet —is it thought which we most need to provoke? In this post-modern world where so many of us have lost our species-long identification with our physical surroundings, can reconnection be brought about solely through intellectual means? Is it not the heart rather than the head, which we long to engage, and might not a more visceral language of art serve us better?

CLUI’s work also begs the question: With what meaning is the landscape invested by its residents who are not human? I look out on “my yard,” but how do the local squirrels see it? As their hazelnut warehouse? The migratory songbirds, as an overgrown haven from predators? What meaning rises from the billions and billions of microorganisms which are, by immense orders of magnitude, the most numerous life forms on earth?



My father, when hospitalized, becomes disoriented and experiences delusions. The phenomenon is known as hospital-induced psychosis. It’s common in elderly patients but can occur in anyone deprived of familiar environmental cues; symptoms moderate with the presence of friends and family, and generally fade when patients return home.

In the hospital, of course, meals are often unrecognizable; nursing staff appear and disappear with shift changes; lights may be on all night and off all day. On Dad’s last visit he lost the ability to make sense out of the large clock on the opposite wall, but was perfectly capable of operating the telephone in his room. He called us at home at midnight wanting to know where the hell breakfast was, and again at 4a.m. to inform us he was ready to go home, and demanded to know why nothing was being done about it. The following morning he became convinced that hospital security was preventing his children from visiting him, so he called the police department.

I can’t say I blame him. Disoriented he might have been, but he knew he wasn’t where he was supposed to be. Every time I return home from a couple months caring for Dad in California, I experience a baffling period of “re-entry” which is surely similar in origin. There it is again when I’ve left home and returned to California: I’ve had just enough time to grow accustomed to a different repertoire of environmental cues.

Some years ago I was hospitalized myself for a medication reaction. Exhaustion and dehydration took their toll: often my eyes wouldn’t focus; nasal passages suffered such that I couldn’t smell at all, or taste my food, or hear well; my fingertips were so dessicated I couldn’t feel texture. In short, all five senses were impaired. Even back at home, without the usual sensory data, it was difficult to muster much interest in life.

Perhaps life in hospital or held hostage or in solitary confinement is traumatizing not only because familiar human contacts are missing, but also due to the of absence a rich externality. We require tangible sensation, complex energy, moving between us and what we think of as “environment”; without this it is difficult to be clear about who we are. In some sense, the landscape supplies us with meaning.